" I do,
Cherish you.
For the rest of my life,
You dont have to think twice.
And I will,
Love you still.
From the depths of my soul,
Its beyond my control,
I've waited so long,
To say this to you........

If you're asking do I love you this much,
I do. "

If your ever insecure, remember this :) Trust in the words I once said. Things will turn out fine. I promise.

Cant sleep......so just thought I blog a little till I get sleepy. Well so far chinese new year has been relaxing. Well its not really fun even though I enjoyed it so far. It just feel like every other year lo. Like the usual reunion dinner on the 6th. This year is at the One World, 1 utama. Its the normal 8 dish banquet though this year's dinner is slightly better compared to the previous ones.

One World Hotel

The fountain in the middle of the hotel

Me and my cousin can never sit still. So we travel about to see around.....

This is an open beautiful open area of the hotel. Just trees and water around the garden like place. Has that zen feeling about it. A nice place to just hang out with friends and chill.

Fresh fish straight from the waters was my favourites.This one is really good. But the thing is the poor sea horse has to be sacrificed for it.

Its not edible. It just to give some flavor to the soup. Although its good for health, if I had a choice I'll rather not take this meal on the menu cuz the amount of seahorses left in the world are limited. And its not even edible.....wasting its life only just to give us that 1o minutes of tastebud stimulus is rather sad. Boycotting sea horse sup now.....

This wan I'm not boycotting :P got more then enough in the sea adi. So eating it is my duty to make sure the biological balance in the sea is maintained. yeap yeap......

opened 2 bottles of white wine. Both of it are really good. This one is more oaky than the other.

Bleh it tasted somewhat the same wan actually. Just a little different oni. But I prefered this in the end. Its less oaky but more acidic. Suitable for eating with red meat:)

On the first day of cny, I did the normal drills. Wake up early, bathe then go serve tea to my parents for my angpows, then go visit relatives(collect even more incomes :P) etc etc......CNY this year is somewhat dull. There was no fireworks on the first day itself. I can literally sleep on the roads of kl, pj and damansara. Its so silent. Well yea, everyone would have balik kampung. That explained the empty roads. But no fireworks?? On the first day itself?? Usually when the clock strikes 12 you'll hear the high pitch sounds of rockets and the popping noises of the firecrackers. This year its so quiet. Think the chinese are scared the noises from the firecrackers will scare the rats out of their houses kua?? :P

Nonetheless, me and my cousins will always find ways to spice things up with the standard boring fireworks. Today itself we've created:

1. ORANGE BOMB------We basically stuff the mancis type of firecrackers into the orange then let its blow up into a pulp. Fast way to get orange juice :) The stunt of lighting the firecracker would require great skills(me) and a shield(to block the orange bits from bombarding ur face).
2. ORANGE ROCKET---Think you can figure this out la. Its just stuffing the rocket type firecracker into the orange and see it fly sky high. We started out with just 1 orange, 1 rocket. This one proved that Newton's law on gravity is indisputable. The OR just fired up but remained static on the platform and burst. The first thing that came to me was "Houston, we have a problem". SO... we took a smaller orange(like 1 1/2 times bigger than a limau) and to make sure there will be enough lift to go up, we mount 2 more rockets at the back :) However despite the perfectly engineered prototype, it didnt really gain much lift(flu like less then 1 meter oni). But it did managed to bring in the orange rain :)
3. ALTERNATIVES-----Me and my cousin was drinking beer when we played this. We had like 3 types of firecrackers(thanks to the stupid people who dunno how to play them properly). 1 of them are the sparklers which is basically insignificant to us(we just use them as torches to light up the other fireworks), mancis types and rocket types. Not much combinations left. So we thought we called it a day but as we cleaned up, both of us was staring at the empty beer can.So yea...y not blow it up. Its gonna be disposed pretty soon regardless of its condition anyways. So yea, now we have 2 more versions of the orange rockets and bombs :P Sadly this 1 is too heavy to bring it the rain of booze.....

Well that about it so far. Will be going to Seremban today in the next 3 hours then to Genting on saturday and sunday then uni will start on monday adi. Haiz.....Time to start back studying. Ish........Hope everyone enjoyed their holidays and Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fai Chai to everyone :)

Democracy? Not here......

why?

CUZ THIS IS SPARTA!!!!

Random post......this is basically the only fun time during spring cleaning:P Thank god its finally over.

With no hesitation and calmness like the wind, swing once the sword to determine the results by being as smooth as flowing water. wtf?

I think 2008 has something against me. The end of 2007 is already the beginning of many unfortunate events for me and things dont really seem to improve like how i expect it would. Maybe its just the phase of entering into adulthood. This is, just the first year of being in the twenties. Long time close friends have been disperse far away to continue their studies. And when they come back, I dont really get to hang out with them much. Then things gets further and further between each other as times goes by. When we start working it'll be even harder to keep up. Haiz... Miss those days when we were in high school. The fun we had is really priceless to me now.

I remembered how we used to ponteng the next class after P.J just to join our friends from the other classes to join their P.J session(which was after ours). All the stupid things we've ever done like playing with pens on the desk, chi-ku-pak, running out from English class, making noise(my class was above the school's office), etc etc. These are the things that may never be done together again. I mean we could gather up at a mamak and take our pens out and start playing like before but then again its highly unlikely. Although now we do have new ways of having fun, I still prefer the old ways:) I dunno....Its just so nostalgic. Irreplaceable. And at times.....better than drinking games:P

I think I know why I'm feeling like this. Its actually my first holiday which I dont really have much fun things to do. All these times, my holidays are either spent waking up at 12pm, lazing around, hanging out,then come back eat and then surf the net till 5 the next morning or working. But now I cant be sleeping at 5am(its 3 am adi tho:P) or neither can I laze around. I have to wake up at 10 at least then study then sleep early for the next day. And when it comes to the designated period which I like to call 'rest time', there is virtually no one to enjoy with. I've been playing basketball with either myself or with my juniors from high school for a while now. As much as I enjoy basketball, its not as fun as playing with the usual click. I hate changes but I dont blame them. I shouldnt. Its me who needs to start being independent.

I foresee 2008 being a harsh year for me. I am the type that needs time to really get use to things. I currently have not gotten used to the way I am suppose to live my life now but it is somewhat better then last year. Things are starting to seem clear to me now. What are my priorities and how to establish equilibrium with all of the priorities. Certain habits have to go if I wanna survive this current life of mine. For the time being, I just need a hobby. These are the criteria for it ( nah I know some people dont care. I just wanna put it up anyways)

• preferably done alone so that if i ever have no 1 to waste time with, I can just do it alone and still enjoy it:)
• if possible, I want something which can increase my level of concentration, alertness, stamina, and discipline( believe me I really lack these)
• it should be cheap :P tho i dun mind spending some amount of cash as long as its satisfactory. But the cheaper the better. (this sentence sounds really wrong -_-; )
  
• something I could never get bored with even tho the pattern of the activity is always the same.
  
• it can be something new or something i've done before.
• ideal time for activity should be around 4-7. Cuz my rest times is usually at these hours. Am too used to my childhood hours ;)

So that eliminates basketball, foosball, lepaking, dota, drinking alcohol, and surfing the net. What I think could fulfill the criterias are cooking(gonna need to know it sooner or later), drawing(i used to draw manga alot but have stopped since college), running(have much interest in this but the problem is, I'm already a bad of bones), archery(yea! i always wanted to do archery. Me and kit was suppose to take over Taylor's archery club but then you know, college days must be enjoyed:) this has the highest potential. Thing is.....where to shoot all those arrows*stares at me sis**smirk*) and lastly, building gundams again (the two things i used to be obsessed with. Gundams and anime. Those days are already very far behind me. But building gundams are for life:) if i do start this again, I'll start off by learning how to paint 1 using the airbrush 1st).

Well all these is under the assumption that i can find the equilibrium of all priorities la. Hope i find it soon. Now its just me and my cvs. Nites..........

Life so far during these holidays is just plain boring. Timing is sometimes off cuz everyone have their own plans. There is nothing much to do these day as you get older except to study study study. True to say that I must put in double the effort to catch up. Its just that at times studying the whole time just makes things seem......endless. Sometimes i wonder if I didnt join med school and did something else how would it be. I'm not regretting that I chose to do medicine.Life in med school so far has its ups and downs but I'm really loving it:) I just find that I have just too much responsibilities currently to do such a course where I need to be studying continuously. You see my parent(yes parent.....its always 1 of the 2 who is creates problems for me.Needless to say which. You guys should know;P) has an OCD for cleanliness.

Spring cleaning in my house is basically the annual cleaning.Difference is, it takes the whole spring time to do so. Since when did we had 4 seasons anyway? I blame global warming and er.....the highway in front of my house. Subang is getting crowder by the days. Anyways, cleaning up like I said is tedious. It always start 1 month before chinese new year and new year. The rational is simply to prepare for a new year. So there will be 1 session in December and another in January?? I wanna stick the definitions of rational around the house now*scribble* This is why it takes so long to do spring cleaning. The cleaning is done in parts cuz its virtually impossible to do it all in 1 day(actually possible wan). 1 part can take a whole day. Then after that the floor must be vacuumed and mopped. And I mean the whole floor! Even if the part is upstairs at 1 section, the whole house must be mopped. This is because when we walk up and down to change the mops water or get drinks or watever reason la, we seem to transmit the dust particles around. OK! I can accept that. But then.......we're gonna clean another part tomorrow. So cant we just not step into that corner and leave the mopping for tomorrow? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
And not to mention that 1 part must be sparkling clean.

Basically whatever that can be seen must give that satisfactory squeek. I wonder whether the books,roof or even waste bins are suppose to squeek too?? hmm..... Over the years I've always shallowed all this. Becuz it is true la the house is kinda dirty. But the regime of my house's hygiene is too much of a torture. It feels like those Eygptian slaves who are forced to built the great Pyramid. Sigh. Despite all that I still do as i've been told. Not much of a choice for me actually. I cant let them(parents) do it alone. I wonder how will they all fare when I leave for Seremban.......Moderation is a new word that has to be learned here.

all prep'd up for inviting the new year.....took me some time to do this due to the wiring and climbing up the ladder to hang it.

the overall view:) no the lights are symmetrical. Its just that the light were blinking thats why the left side looks like its dropping. My skills are leet.

Here's some event that occurred recently since my last post.

My cousin got married:) Well he was already unofficially married in UK adi. Just came back to officiate things to us(paternal side) I guess. So the baby is expected soon I guess;P The wedding was really elaborate. But that how my uncle likes to do events. Always big and crowded. This particular event is fine. The food was great and since its a wedding there was alot of bottles opened up:)
Dinner was hectic at the beginning. I was posted as a receptionist for the dinner wedding. But when I arrived, my job was already being taken by some random people I didnt know. So I chilled around at the bar for a drink and some tid bits. Next thing I know, the whole reception was in a mess. Well serves them right for taking my job;P I wouldnt caused something like that. Noobs! lol No la actually its because everyone was so damn impatient to be seated. Stupid dato and datins. I know you all are of high stature but so is everybody else there. So cant you all just wait in line and dont fucking snatch the name list and then just toss it around?!?!? Not only did you all act like kids, you all were rude towards lil'ol me who was trying desperately to make things better. A person who holds a pencil is not necessarily a writer. Wearing a manager-looking-coat does not necessarily make me one. Not only was I given fed-up faces and harsh tones of words, one of you actually said I lack experience handling big events??? W.T.F. Politician acting so unorganized is really bad if the pictures and videos are publicly released you know*uploads on www*.....Anyways thats the bride and groom with the band singing at the back.

P.s.....The two at the left are my aunt n uncle actually. Not part of the band. The song was better of without them. And mum your so not going to have my baby pictures up on the projector...

hoho....this is to die for

My kinda rifle. One that gives me good shots ;)

what type of bottles I like? those which are emptied by me...

First time getting to see something like these. Now when I think of it, I didnt get any of that!!

Hey the food was good ok......And it was tiring trying to handle the reception....randomness

Had the annual foosball bbq party few days ago. It was a blast. Less people, more food, and more fun. I was THE senior there. Luckily I stayed back to actually handle it. Turns out that Sree didnt tell Barath nuts about organizing a bbq. Barath being the a vegetarian obviously doesnt know what to bbq. If i didnt helped him I guess we would be eating bbqed carrots, brinjals, cucumber, etc etc.....dun mind corn and potato though:) Due to the heavy rain that day, we managed to do it in IMU's premises.

We actually had fish....It wasnt that bad actually. Should have done ikan bakar lo...

I know its blur but that actually Jefferey. Since his going away thought I get him something at least...he was crying......I have the video*ehehehe*

kinda nice to be able to do it in a shaded area with the rain keeping us cool. Bbqs are usually hot due to the pits...

Our TNB generator providing us lighting;P thx Alvin

not sure what we are cooking here.......but everything tasted good so doesnt matter:P we no need know what we ate. Its better that way at times.